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Its good to have something to write.  I am one that doesnt like just writing to have a post.  Yesterday would have been an overwhelming day, but luckily I have a God who carries me through.

I found Gavin, my oldest son, face down in vomit, during his nap time.  I attempted time after time to wake him but he would not wake up.  Panic!!!!!!  I needed to get in the Word but really could not,  all of a sudden, I recalled a verse memorized many years ago.  God is always there.  “Fear not for I am with you.” was the verse I believe it is in Psalms.  I tried everything in my power to fix the situation but had to call 911.  My son was unresponsive, and the emotions I felt were, frustration, concern, broken heartedness.   I was not willing to give up.  I wanted answers.  I wanted them now!!!!!  The ER gave Gavin a clean bill of health and I am thankful, but part of me is still concerned because no diagnosis was made and so everything is still open ended.  If I dont have the why then I cant be completely happy.

How many times do we miss out on the peace and joy He offers because we are too concerned about the why?

I am God’s.  God created Gavin.  Amazingly God loves Gavin more than I could, even as his father.  WOW!!!!  I know sometimes there are things that dont make sense and may never make sense.  Dont rob yourself of the joy of being held by your God.  Be innocent again and remove the stress off of yourself.  You dont need to know anything other than “I AM”.

Do you trust your Father?

Things Unseen

Sometimes we are just waiting…wondering when, or if ever.  Are you watching, and trying yourself?  Are you waiting, and trusting that things will be?  The doing we should be participating in, while we wait sometimes gets in the way.  As we wait we should prepare, and not try to accomplish something that has already been planned by Him.  Turn to Him, tell Him your frustrated, dont be scared to even yell sometimes.  He is there to listen.  Remember He will never give you more than you can handle, and what He allows will make you stronger.  That is a promise that you can take to the bank.  When it is time dont hesitate.  Are you ready?

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Enjoy

My momma used to tell me, “If you dont have anything good to say dont say anything at all.”  I know that I am taking this saying up a level, but I just have not had much to say lately.  Have you ever just had times that you have just been content to sit back and just watch and appreciate without having to wrap words around something.  Take a moment today and enjoy the air you breathe because it can be a greater blessing than the words you exhale.  Dont worry I have alot to catch everyone up on.  God is, and that is awesome.  Jake, thank you for just being you.

PEACE OUT

Bring IT

The disciples gave up everything to follow Him, they walked with Him, lived with Him, and learned from Him.  They believed Him to be the Son of God.  Even though they had this close connection, greater than any connection we may have with Him, they were still missing one thing.  What is that one thing?

It is easy to get caught up in condemning ourselves, blaming ourselves, and dwelling on our own failings.  As believers we cannot do this, it is wrong.  It is self pity and self pity is a form of pride.  We need to realize, I need to realize, that it is not about ourselves but about He who has saved us.  Philippians 1:4-7 says

In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy because of your partnership in the Gospel from the first day until now, being confident in this, that He who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of  Christ Jesus. It is right for me to feel this way about all of you, since I have you in my heart; for whether I am in chains or defending and confirming the gospel, all of you share in God’s grace with me.

Sometimes it is easy to think that things aren’t going well, because of our own doing, but think of the power in understanding that God is allowing us to go through this to enable us to carry His good work.  How often we overlook the joy in trials, because we focus on ourselves.  This mindset is called humility.  Humility is something that the disciples didn’t know, until Jesus’ departure.  When they were overcome with the Holy Spirit, and surrendered to humility, look at how things changed for the good of Christ.  They became warriors to the Gospel.  Peter, denied Christ three times, and then became one of the biggest voices for Christ, even unto death.

Pride is so often thought of as someone puffing themselves up , and boasting, but it is also ones self wallering in failures.  The grace of humility is sufficient to bring joy in all things.  Consider it pure joy my brothers when you encounter various trials.  We will never know pure joy until we clothe ourselves daily in humility.

To paraphrase Andrew Murray’s book, Humility: The Journey to Holiness , Humility is the the highest virtue that is so hard to attain, but we should pray for it daily, and seek it with our whole being.

Martin Luther once said,  “God creating everything out of nothing, and if we become nothing, He can make something out of us”.

How has humility infected your life?  How does humility give you a different view of struggles in your past?

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Weakdays

I know you might be thinking “Man learn how to spell”, but I intended that.  The last few days have been weakdays for me.  I dont like to admit it but I must.  For the last two months I have been burying hurt down inside of me because I did not want anyone to see that I was weak.  Today a family member of mine shared a truth that I have too quickly forgotten.  For when I am weak, then I am strong.  II Cor. 12:10.  Sometimes I wish that I had no feelings because then Satan would not be able to attack me like he has.  As I discover and search with passionate ambition what God wants for me there is nothing more that Satan wants that to distract me from that.  Maybe I should start looking at this season as an encouragement for what God is going to do instead of what hasn’t happened yet.  I have learned that when we bury feelings, and hurts that it turns our mind and heart toward negativity, and can hurt others.  I know God is carrying me right now.  “What do you want me to see, God?”.  I need to embrace these times, even though they are so difficult.  I prayed for brokeness and God answered my prayer.

How do you get through seasons like this?  Do you have any truths from His Word that encourage you through times of discouragement?  What are they, please share?

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