Live With Urgency Pt 3Posted by Patrick Scott on December 8th, 2008
I admit I do not live with urgency in my personal prayer life. I should but it is something that I neglect. I really admire those of you that are prayer warriors. Jackson screamed all weekend because of an ear infection that we discovered last night after taking him to the doctor. I finally reached a point of “I cant do it, please help him”. I am saddened to say that it takes me reaching this point before I turn to Him. Even after hearing my pastor preach a message on prayer this weekend I did not realize how pathetic I am in communicating to my Provider. If I am to live a life of passion, in this hard world, then I should probably talk to Him more. Don’t get me wrong I pray but I don’t pray with urgency. I don’t pray like my life depends on it. I don’t pray with openness. In the small things , in the big things, my God is sufficient for them all. He knows me better than anyone. I also need to learn to just listen. “Please forgive me”.
Psalms 139: 1-18
1 O Lord, you have examined my heart and know everything about me. 2 You know when I sit down or stand up. You know my thoughts even when I’m far away. 3 You see me when I travel and when I rest at home. You know everything I do. 4 You know what I am going to say even before I say it, Lord. 5 You go before me and follow me.
You place your hand of blessing on my head. 6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too great for me to understand! 7 I can never escape from your Spirit! I can never get away from your presence! 8 If I go up to heaven, you are there; if I go down to the grave,[a] you are there. 9 If I ride the wings of the morning, if I dwell by the farthest oceans, 10 even there your hand will guide me, and your strength will support me. 11 I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to become night— 12 but even in darkness I cannot hide from you. To you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are the same to you. 13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. 15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. 16 You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your book. Every moment was laid out before a single day had passed. 17 How precious are your thoughts about me,[b] O God. They cannot be numbered! 18 I can’t even count them; they outnumber the grains of sand! And when I wake up, you are still with me!
Are you where you would like to be in your prayer life? What do you implement in your life to keep you disciplined in your conversations with God? How has prayer effected your life?
